Octopus Teacher
First published in Brief Wilderness
This poem is orphaned from the swimmer
almost dead in the water, frozen in the Sound,
searching for the creature with many arms
in the deep dank, seeking meaning
in the bottom crawl…
In Frida’s House
First Published in Broken Plate
Color lush tropical feral fertile
crowded green, stems, stalks
white flowers and blackish ferns,
over the wardrobe threshold
where the torture corsets lived;
leather and steel trap delicate flesh,
buckled and strangled in straightening
harnesses of medical dictation…
Providence Lying-In Hospital For Women and Girls, 1970
First published in Lake
Girls, we called them girls,
and they really were girls,
screaming and writhing.
Laboring in cage-like cribs,
strapped down by nurses and nuns,
hatted with wimples and caps.
How I remember…
Moral Dilemma, Philly, 1972
First published in Courtship of Winds
They came by bus, night-ride from Chicago,
carrying burdens they couldn’t afford.
Sweaty, sleepless, and scared, they straggled
into a seedy waiting room, eased into purloined chairs
against dirty walls. Me and my fellow first-years
waited for them—nary a licensed doctor in sight.
Poem About My Grandma, Circa 1910
First appeared in Lake
For some, it takes too much thinking.
You try to gather your courage
and look down the craw of the law.
For some, there’s no choice;
not enough money, not enough food,
no partner, no parents, plenty of poor…
Psilocybe Love Story
First Appeared in Synkronicitiy
I dread winter this year.
After our summer of virus,
the joys of outdoor gatherings
are smothered by smoke.
Now more than ever
the encroaching dark & thoughts
of boots squelching over mud
threaten my composure.
Happy Clams at High Tide
First Appeared in Synkroniciti
I often wonder–
do clams enjoy the swish
in their embrace of flux and flow,
salt and clear,
reach and spit
and peristaltic pleasure?
On the 18th Anniversary of My Mother’s Death
First Appeared in Flash Glass
The sharp tack of autumn had not pierced the air
that year she died, as it does here, each year, where I live.
Somehow last week that date went unheeded,
overwhelmed by lassitude or busyness
or random family worries,
a week of helping with the chaotic lives
It Was a Night of Psychedelic Canaries at Grandmother’s House
First Appeared in The Loop on Vashon Island
The baby screams in the house full
of leftover turkey & stuffing, fries and pies
potatoes mashed by another shrieker & his dad.
Sleep settles into all the warm beds but mine.
Awake as windows rattle
I pen a poem. Stillness embraces
all the others downstairs. Our dogs mumble
in sleep, paws tapping.
The Items in the Fridge
First Appeared in Apricity
Safeway roasted chicken ghoulishly dry so unappetizingly displayed
untouched in its black plastic coffin with clear top, bagged salad never opened
withered apples Velveeta cheese a quart of skim some old fries off-brand ketchup
orange juice the cheap kind no pulp all purchased by the nurse’s aide after my
uncle died…
Black Windows of the Night
First Appeared in Chained Muse
We are on our way.
Each night we sit together
as the dark lengthens
and the snowy mountains fade
at an earlier hour.I
light candles as he watches.
We cook together, prodding
coaching and ofttimes criticizing
and I see our dailiness, how we
reach over each other
with the comfort and contempt
of the familiar.
Personals
First Appeared in Meadow
Some say I have a degree in worry but they are wrong.
It’s a Ph.D. in catastrophe.
That said, all’s OK now and then
with a few forgotten highs and many remembered lows.
I used to like houseplants but now I mostly weed.
I love dahlias but mine tend to wither.
There are water shortages interspersed with deluges.
Oh, and I tend to be contrarian…
I Buy My First Car
First appeared in Synkroniciti
I buy my first brand- new car.
It’s royal blue, and it’s a lemon.
At the very first storm
rain drips onto the dashboard
through the windshield weld.
The men in Service
at the dealership ignore me.
Maybe my large belly
embarrasses them.
Mt. Rainier Sunrise Song
First Appeared in Northwest Prime Time
Luscious taste of summer,
ripe peach sunshine
melts through my lips
with each lovely bite, as
Tahoma’s summit glistens white
against the blue August sky.
I Try To Be Grateful
First Appeared in Writing While Masked
I tried to be grateful for my husband this morning.
He’s pissed I want the car which I usually cede to him
because he’s so A.D.D. and I,
I’m just a little.
I tried to be grateful because I have him
and I know my friend Jane has no one,
she’s alone in this pandemic wilderness.
Voter Fraud
First Appeared in Writing While Masked
Yes it happened.
I know.
My sister called;
My crazy cousin
got his Orthodox lackey
to get my aged, tranked uncle
to check the box
for Trump.
Awe Walks.
First Appeared in Writing While Masked
We took the kids
when we could
outside to the woods.
Little moments of awe
made what we saw
a balance to our daily dread.
Psilocybe Love Story
Appeared in Writing While Masked
I dread winter this year.
After our summer of virus,
the joys of outdoor gatherings
are smothered by smoke.
Now more than ever
the encroaching dark & thoughts
of boots squelching over mud
threaten my composure.
Letter to Virus-In-Chief
Appeared in Writing While Masked
If you have a secret
keep it. Choose your
targets like a heat-
seeking missile.
Take out
the perpetrator–
Together Again in the Shadow Of The Plague
Appeared in Writing While Masked
We sit around the table
pass the Purelle
and wash the children’s’ hands excessively.
We look at our token wolf mask
in its place on the wall and
we howl the family howl